F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times an dthe confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay.these guys has rock my world and change it into something new.and this is i call life.eventhough there some of them sometimes turn back on me but i still glad to have them in my life.those memories that they created and carve in my heart forever will not fade or erase away.some of people out there may dislike them at what their do or think,but as for me nothing good and bad in our friendship.we do what we have to do or we should do.because we take life as journey and challenges waiting for us to exlpore.i wonder how we gonna be in the next 10 years from now.is we gonna still talk crap shit out?or we just talk like normal people?haha whatever it is,i will never forget those happy and saddest time with you guys.my deepest apology to all of you for my behave for my word for my lame excuses for my anger for everything.This will be the last time you see me i promise this.

*standing from left to right
Farizuan(ataa),Nazrin Azim(jaybee),Iqbal(waka),Shah(apek k),Me(fazz),Syafiq(apek j),Zulikhmal(mal),Hafiz(the handsome one),Amar(huz),Syafiq(fiq),Nazreen(leteng)
*second line up
Rosnani(nani),Ezty,Amira(lily),Akma(ecahh),Fatin(ateen),Dyana(ana),Syazwina(weena),Syahida(ida),Syafika(ika),unknown foreigner.
*third line up
Abdus,Kamal,Dinie,Shahidan(erdan),Mrs Pathmavaty,Azira(zee),Amira Atikah(atie),Syaheera,Syakirah,Nabila(bell)
*last line up
Hafiz,Fakhrullah(b.o.b),Muhd Arif(ayep)

im proud to be malaysian

Well as you can see , malaysia just won final soccer match between indonesia at the sea games XVII :D at last, after been waiting for 21 years since last championship in 1991.I can say that the match quite tough . Because it ended on penalty kick that has been complete by BADROL BAKHTIAR :D its really something that can be proud of eventhough imma not "football-holic" but im enjoying the match instead i finnaly realize how proud i am to be malaysian :D and i can say that our team will not won the match without this two "back bone" or "man of match" it is BADROL BAKTHIAR (C) and KHAIRUL FAHMI(GK) . THEY ARE ROCKK ! And we also just take a few step to change our soccer sport into a new whole world.GO TIGER GOOOO !

there no perfect father but a father will love you perfectly

You may start crying .yeah,just let those ego and evilish whisper out.Give yourself for a minute to flashback what have you done to your old folks.Maybe you have scratch their heart and maybe you also make their eye weather before.Now its not too late to regret.Its time for you to make it better and make it right.They maybe havent show it,its just you to look for it and make it how it should be.Rememmber guys,there's only one mother and one father in this world.No matter how much they hurt you,all that they want is you to learn to survive in this world and make your future more brighter also they dont want you live in darkness.They would sacrifice all they have just to see you happy and live with joy among other even you put them aside.This video would make you be more cautions about what a father would do in order to see his daughter live happily beside him.Just a minute.Give your self a time to think about this.And together we could learn mistake from the past and not repeating again and again in the future cause we dont know when their time will come and when that time come,regret doesnt help guys.ok bye bye :)

well this make my day feel much better

A man comes home from work and sits on the couch watching TV.
His little boy comes up to hima and asks, " Daddy, may I ask how much you make in a hour?"
The father got angry. Why was his little boy asking him this?
"Um, $100 why son?" The father replied.
The little boy sighed his head. "Oh. Daddy can I borrow $50?"
The father got angry and sent his little boy to his room. The little boy probably wanted it to buy some toy. Later on in the night when the father cooled off he went to his sons room to give him the money, because the little boy never asked for it much.
"Son you awake?" The father said.
The little boy nodded his head and the father pulled out his wallet and got out a $50 bill. "Here son." The little boy took the $50 and looked under his pillow and pulled out more money. The father got so angry, why was his son asking for money when he already had some ??!!! before he could say anything the boy said, " Daddy I now have $100 can a buy an hour of your time? Please daddy, can you come home early for dinner?" The father hugged his child in regret.

#LESSON OF THE DAY,NEVER UNDERESTIMATE YOUR CHILD

HOMAIGODDD

Well i guess i dont need to explain futher about today post -.- so here we are . After eleven years study so this will be the final exam that will determine the future of mine in the year to come ;) My first paper will take first place tomorrow . Starting 8.00 a.m . GOSHHH* i got my knee all shaking up even just thinkin about it -.- How ever hard it may be , i have to face it too .

Since it just around the corner , i've take a few step to make me not loose focus about it . Step one-study till late on the subject that i couldnt catch up (MATHEMATICS OF COURSE) -.- Step two-study group,actually not group . i prefer use 'couplestudy' since its just me and my classmate -.- (SHAHIDAN YUNUS)*he's goddamn good in mathematics though* Final step-closing FACEBOOK account :D wow!insted i myself didnt believe it for the first time -.- *you know im an facebookholic though* so there's no more MRFAZZMIDDLETON ;) i will miss that .

My dad once says that , "after all my sick and tiredness in growing you up , all i asked is do  your best in this exam , make me proud of you , thats all i've asked" jyeahh daddy , i will rockk this . A VERY MUCH THANKYOU for take care of me until this day with your lovingness heart , i promise will not let you down papa :')

Well i guess thats enough for today . To all spm candidates batch 2011 , im wishing you all the best for tomorrow , lets rock this ! Until then guys . SEE YAA !

Hello readers and follower , its been a long time since my last update . So i guess now is the perfect time for me to describe what just to my life lately . Some are good to be hear , and some aren't ;) well i guess thats life would be . So enjoy !

Lately, for some reason I have been thinking about how crazy life can be. So many little things that are just plain bizarre. Like how life can change in the blink of an eye, literally. One small thing comes unexpected, and then it's like your whole world just goes insane.

I always liked being five, there was nothing to worry about, LOSING FRIEND wasn't an option, drama was invisible, and relationships were icky because boys had cooties. And the only kind of hurt you got was the kind a band aid and a kiss would fix, it was nice.

But, like everyone else, I had to grow up and realize life isn't perfect. I had to realize that losing [GREAT] friends is just a part of life, but for every friend I lost, many new friendships will be gained. Drama, well it will always be here, you just don't have to pay attention to it. And relationships, well I realized boys don't have cooties, and also that relationships are extremely tough. Being so young especially, you want everything to go so right, and it can, if you just believe. If you like someone, take the chance, no matter the outcome. If you don't, you will regret it. As far as getting hurt goes, it is just a part of life. And if you don't learn to accept this now, it will hurt you more in the future. Being let down is a part of life, promises are going to be broken, and so is your heart. Don't be scared to get your heart broken, enjoy whatever time you have with that person, don't worry about the future, live in the moment. That's the only way you can be happy. Remember things that go wrong in life only make you stronger. Always look for the good, smile when you mean it, cry when you need to. Don't be scared to take risks, they make life interesting, have fun and make mistakes, they make things easier in the future. All you need to do is believe, and your dreams will come true, whatever happens, happens, what ever doesn't, doesn't.

But then again.. I am only a 17 year old boy saying what's on my mind ^.^

.somethings are just too good to be true.

I want to be the guy who moves your hair out of your eyes and compliments you constantly.

Who lets you use my chest as a pillow and strokes your hair as you fall asleep.

A person you can rely on no matter the situation.

Someone who doesn't just hugs you but makes you feel wanted and loved.

Someone who would beat the crap out of you because they hurt your  feelings.

A person who loves you not just for your perfections, but for your imperfections as well.

Someone who tells you not that you are hot but that you are beautiful in every way

Someone who holds you when you are cold or goes out of his way just to see your face

I want to be that guy who loves you forever 

who whispers in your ear "I love you" and kisses you gently and holds you tight.

But I will never be that guy because

i only exist, in your dreams boo :') and it will keep that way forever .

maybe this is fate telling me were not meant to be or that i should fight harder.

BLOODY ANNIVERSARY .

we will never know . things happe for a reason . sometimes are just for us . could learn and become stronger . i will always love you . you are perfect to me . for life reasons we are not together that dosnt mean i dont love you . i have make a lot of mistakes . i dont want to hurt you . all i want for you is the best . dont Misunderstood my feelings are clear . all they want is you . i see you in everything i do . lucky the man who will have you . all i can say is that i will envy that guy ;) i know i have lost my chance . i just wish you the best!

you are the type of girl every guy wish to have . you are just perfect . no matter what you would be , are always in my heart . we have a story that any couple .wish to have . we have to many memories(goods and bads) sorry if i have make you feel bad . from now on your smile will be my smile . all i want for is to be happy . the last thing that i would say is that if there is someone who you can count its me . i'd still rememmber     when we were perfectly happy. when we were one. when we were together. when i was yours, you were mine. when we couldn't go two days without each other and when you was on vacation you were worried sick. you missed the hell out of me so when you got back you hugged the hell out of me and said how you missed me so much.i don't get how you could tell me so many times that you loved me, and wanted to be with me :') those memories will be the part of me that cant ever erase or fade .

            *I might be single, but please cupid don't get near my heart for a while please.

It does sound a little kiddish, but I don't care and I'm still a kid by heart. Its yet another reason to celebrate and feel happy which I would never want to miss ;)

Its a day when people make us feel special.An occasion to dress up smart.Its the time to realize that we have grown a year older.A reason to cook your favorite dishes.One time when even enemies wish you.A day when mom would never scold you for your mischiefs.Its a special day when we can treat our friends.One day of the year we feel like "Celebrities"

As I said, I did feel like a "Celebrity" today cause of all the wishes I got from known friends, little know friends and even UNKNOWN friends ;)Thank you to one and all who wished me today. You all absolutely made my birthday one of the most MEMORABLE ONES FOR MY LIFETIME :)

Its a few years since I crossed my teen and since then it has been a syndrome to feel bad on my birthday for have GROWN UP :( aaaha after all its human to grow and human rights to feel bad :P

But today one of my facebook friend had wished me beautifully saying "YOU'RE NOT AGING.. YOU'RE MARINATING". Once I read that, I literally said it more than ten times like echoing effect and I really mean nothing could have made me feel better of GROWING OLD :) 

So true.. I'm growing COOLER and WISER ;) My mom never agrees the later. After all I am always a kid to her even after I stopped CHEWING MY THUMB :P

This time my birthday was just another happy day at home spent entirely with mom and dad, the reasons behind me here on earth :)Of course I did bid a hi to the deities in the morning and the rest of the day was spent on phone saying a MILLION THANKS to all ;)

A few surprise calls from fellow thats also made my day ;)

from the bottom of my heart i dedicate my special thanks to all people surround me that keep give me strenght  and support all my action . YOU GUYS ROCK !

LIFEISAFREAKINJOKE

Im a teenage boy, I am not confident in my looks, I’m worried that maybe i won’t ever find the perfect girl for me and will end up living with 27 cats in a caravan. when i see hot guys walking down the road, I cant help but wish I was them. I listen to music over and over again because the lyrics spill out my feelings. In large groups, i always feel like nobody wants me there. I’m way to paranoid. & No matter how hard i try,I always feel like I’m not good enough. I blame myself for all my heartache, because I must of done something wrong, as it always happens. I get drunk and make mistakes and say things and do things I wish I could take back. Im an ass and get b**ched about. But worse of all, i fall in love to easily.walk in my shoes, I bet you'll fall on the first step.There's gon' be some stuff you gon' see that's gon' make it hard to smile in the future.But through whatever you see,through all the rain and the pain,you gotta keep your sense of humor.You gotta be able to smile through all this bulls**t.Remember that.KEEP YA HEAD UP!

heyy guys ;) so here i come , first i would like to grace upon the mercifull ALLAH SWT , for 
let me breath under his sky until today without any compliment neither consequences . I would like to start today post with BISSMILAHHHIRAHMANNIRRAHIM :) Okay , on these past few weeks , i've been gone through such an happy and hard time -.- For the happy time , of couse is all about EID MUBARAK ;) even im not going anywhere like everybody else , im HAPPY enough because had a good time with family and friend :D therefore , along these week , my schedule is filled with openhouse , which is mean an invitation to somebody house to celebrate it . Here in malaysia , its like an festival , people going house to house , enjoy the food , talking some shit up and its really fun activity. So here is some of the invatation list along these week .

(SATURDAY 10 SEPTEMBER 2011)
11 A.M - KUALA KHUBU BHARU
3 P.M - WIDURI 
3 P.M - KEMBOJA
3 P.M -TELIPOT
4 P.M -KEMBOJA
8 P.M - TELIPOT
8.30 P.M - KEMBOJA
9.30 P.M - SEROJA
(SUNDAY 11 SEPTEMBER 2011)
1.45-TELIPOT
3.PM-SEMARAK

And for the hard part is , its also my EXAM WEEK -.- gosshh , now it really sound pretty shitt . I really didnt have enough time to manage study , work , friends , girlfie , family and stuff . But whatever it is , or how hard it may be , i've gone through it . This exam result will help me refill the form to futher study later . So , the result must be FREAKIN AWESOME SHIT . Because i hope that after i graduate highschool , im dreamin of taking a TESOL (teacher's english to speak other language) for my futher studies that take almost 4 years :)

                     -in loving memory of the 9/11 victims SEPTEMBER 11 2011 tragedy-
(I would like  to take this oppurtunity , to asked all of you , to pray or keep in silence mod for one minute to respecting families that had a part of them taken away on 9/11 .This is also dedicate to all the people who were innocently killed on 9/11 and to the families and children that were left behind . AL-FATIHAH for the muslim thats were involved ...)

And thats all for today post . THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THANK YOU FOR SPENT YOUR TIME READIN THIS , EVENTHOUGH IS NOT ABOUT YOU :) may grace upon ALLAH THE MERCIFULL , SALAAM TO MUHAMMAD SAW THE LAST MESSENGER , AL-MAHDI OUR SAVIOR FROM THE LUST LUCIFER DAJJAL and to SALAFUS SOLEHH :) see you guys later XD!

Me not working hard?

Yea right picture that with a Kodak
And better yet, go to times square
Take a picture of me with a Kodak
Took my life from negative to positive
And I just want y'all know that
And tonight, let's enjoy life

Pitbull, Nadia, Ne-Yo

[Ne-Yo / Nadia - Chorus]

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight

Don't care what they say
All my girls they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love
(Let's do it tonight)

I want you tonight
I want you to stay
I want you tonight
(Grab somebody sexy tell 'em hey)

Give me everything tonight (x4)

Take advantage of the night
Cuz to more and more to do bad and perform for a princess
but tonight I can make you my queen
And make love to you endless
This is insane, the way the name growin', money keep flowin'
Hustlers move aside, so I'm tip-toein, keep flowin'
I gotta locked up like Lindsay Lohan
Put it on my life baby
I can make you feel right baby
I can't promise tomorrow
But I promise tonight

[Pitbull - Pre Chorus]

Excuse me (Excuse me)
And I might drink a little bit more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight
And baby imma make you feel so good tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

[Ne-Yo / Nayer - Chorus]

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Lets do it tonight

Don't care what they say
All my girls they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love
(Let's do it tonight)
I want you tonight
I want you to stay
I want you tonight
(Grab somebody sexy tell 'em hey)

Give me everything tonight(x4)

Reach for the stars
And if you don't grab 'em
At least your on top of the world
Think about it
Cuz if you slip, I'm gonna fall on top of you girl (laughs)
When I'm involved when they sleepin in the Macy's (baby baby)
And it ain't no secret
My granny's from Cuba but I'm and American
Tied over money like Seacrest
Put it on my life baby
I can make you feel right baby
I can't promise tomorrow but I promise tonight

Excuse me
And I might drink a little bit more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight
And baby imma make you feel so good tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight

Don't care what they say
All my girls they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love
(lets do it tonight)
I want you tonight
I want you to stay
I want you tonight
(Grab somebody sexy and tell em' Hey!!)

Give me everything tonight(x4)

Excuse me(x2)
But I might drink a little more than i should tonight
And I might take you home with me if i could tonight
And maybe i'll make you feel so good tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

Whoever completes fasts of Ramadan then adds to them the fast of six days in the month of Shawwal, it will carry the thawab of fasting for the whole year. (Sahih Muslim)

SELESAI SUDAH RAMADHAN , DAN IA BERLALU PERGI MENINGGAL KAN SERIBU SATU

KENANGAN PAHIT MANIS , MAKA MUNCUL LAH SYAWAL YANG PENUH DENGAN

 KEMERIAHAN DI HATI SETIAP INSAN YANG BERGELAR MUSLIM ;)

so,here come the end of blessed month RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK , and the begining of SYAWAL . So first i would like to take this great oppurtunity to wish HAPPY EID'S to all my readers and followers in hope that you guys had an great and prosperity time with your friends and beloved family during this eid seasons . yeahh , im sure you guys grab this chance to celebrate this momentum that come once a year right ? But that aint for me :( Because im thinking about my trial after this school break :\ ARGHHHHH ! this is freakin ridiciolus . ERRR -.- p/s TO ALL FORM 5 BATCH 2011 , all the best for this trial kayy ;) LETS CREATE AN MIRACLE ! Okay , until then guys . thanks for reading , all comments and report wrote at below box XD!  

:i need your trust in mine:

                                                                    Gf: im so fat and ugly 
                                                                  Bf: what did you just say?
                                                           Gf: im fat and ugly Bf walks away.... 
                              (Gf goes up to him later and says what did i do wrong?) 
                                 Bf: you lied about the most beautiful thing i see everyday :)

Im sorry for not knowing the words to say, for you to stay..

  Look, im sorry. Im sorry for bothering you. Im sorry for all the texts I send you. Im sorry for IMing you the second you get online. Im sorry I ask random questions. Im sorry that I ask about your life. Im sorry that im a bother to you. Im sorry that I always recite all those silly friendship quotes. But heres the truth. Im not sorry for any of those things, I only did it because you’re my friend. What im really sorry for is that you don’t realize how much our friendship means to me. Im sorry that I have a deep worry that this friendship wont last much longer. Im sorry I wanted to talk to you. Im sorry I wanted to get your opinions and advice on things. im sorry im not good enough for youu. Im sorry I wanted to hang out with you. I just thought that’s what friends did. Im sorry I was willing to do anything to get your attention. I didn’t know being friends was too much to ask from you. Im sorry that im now left with only memories of what used to be. Please do me one favor, when you see the tears gently falling down my cheeks, don’t try to comfort me.So please, if this is over, then lets just say our goodbyes and walk away and not look back, because I cant believe that a friendship I once held so dear to my heart is now fading to nothing. Now thats really what Im sorry for :\

- fazzmiddleton**

THE LAST GOODNIGHT

**i just wanted to say** 

I'm Sorry... For all the mean things I might have said. I'm Sorry... For all the things I did or didn't do. I'm Sorry... If I ever ignored you. I'm Sorry... If I ever made you feel bad or put you down. I'm Sorry... If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you.Through bad times and good, I'll always be here for you. I am Sorry... For everything wrong I've ever done. I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes? Im sorry..

:ILOVELITTLETONY:

                  LITTLE TONY FROM BROOKLYN


LITTLE TONY ON MATHEMATICS
Little TONY returns from school and says he got an F in arithmetic.
"Why?" asks the father."The teacher asked, 'How much is 2x3,' " I said "6", replies TONY."Yeah, but then she asked me "How much is 3x2 ?""But that's right !" says his dad."What's the f ** king difference ?" asks the father."That's what I said !"Little tony get slap in the head .


LITTLE TONY ON GRAMMAR
One day, during lessons on proper grammar, the teacher asked for a show of hands from those who could use the word "beautiful" in the same sentence twice.
First, she called on little Suzie, who responded with, "My father bought my mother a beautiful dress and she looked beautiful in it."
"Very good, Suzie," replied the teacher. She then called on little Michael.
"My mommy planned a beautiful banquet and it turned out beautifully."
She said, "Excellent, Michael !"
Then the teacher reluctantly called on little TONY.
"Last night at the dinner table, my sister told my father that she was pregnant, and he said, 'Beautiful, just FUCKING beautiful ! HAHA


LITTLE TONY ON GRAMMAR
Little tony was sitting on a park bench munching on one candy bar after another.After a 6th one a man on the bench across from him said,"son,you know eating all that candy isn't good for you.it will give you acne rot your teeth and make you fat."
Little tony replied "my grandfather lived to be 107 years old"
The man asked, "did your grandfather eat 6 candy bar at a time?"
Little tony answered,"no , his minded his own FUCKING BUSINESS DUMBASS."hahaha

:I Dont Know:

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go :')

:thats life:

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile 

:MRS.BROOKS & LITTLE HARRY & THE PRINCIPLES:

A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?"

Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!"

Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office.

While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed.

Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"

Harry: "9."

Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"

Harry: "36."

And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know.

The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade"

Ms. Brooks says to the principal, "Let me ask him some questions."

The principal and Harry both agreed.

Ms. Brooks asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?"

Harry, after a moment: "Legs."

Ms. Brooks: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"

The principal wondered why would she ask such a question!

Harry replied: "Pockets."

Ms. Brooks: "What does a dog do that a man steps into?"

Harry: "Pants."

Ms. Brooks: What starts with a C, ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin, whitish liquid?"

Harry: "Coconut."

The principal sat forward with his mouth hanging open.

Ms. Brooks: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"

The principal's eyes opened really wide and before he could stop the answer, Harry replied, "Bubble gum."

Ms. Brooks: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?"

Harry: "Shake hands."

The principal was trembling.

Ms. Brooks: "What word starts with an 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of heat and excitement?"

Harry: "Firetruck."

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and told the teacher, "Put Harry in the fifth-grade, I got the last seven questions wrong. 

                         JUST FOR VARIETY

                                   FAZZMIDDLETON