Hello readers and follower , its been a long time since my last update . So i guess now is the perfect time for me to describe what just to my life lately . Some are good to be hear , and some aren't ;) well i guess thats life would be . So enjoy !

Lately, for some reason I have been thinking about how crazy life can be. So many little things that are just plain bizarre. Like how life can change in the blink of an eye, literally. One small thing comes unexpected, and then it's like your whole world just goes insane.

I always liked being five, there was nothing to worry about, LOSING FRIEND wasn't an option, drama was invisible, and relationships were icky because boys had cooties. And the only kind of hurt you got was the kind a band aid and a kiss would fix, it was nice.

But, like everyone else, I had to grow up and realize life isn't perfect. I had to realize that losing [GREAT] friends is just a part of life, but for every friend I lost, many new friendships will be gained. Drama, well it will always be here, you just don't have to pay attention to it. And relationships, well I realized boys don't have cooties, and also that relationships are extremely tough. Being so young especially, you want everything to go so right, and it can, if you just believe. If you like someone, take the chance, no matter the outcome. If you don't, you will regret it. As far as getting hurt goes, it is just a part of life. And if you don't learn to accept this now, it will hurt you more in the future. Being let down is a part of life, promises are going to be broken, and so is your heart. Don't be scared to get your heart broken, enjoy whatever time you have with that person, don't worry about the future, live in the moment. That's the only way you can be happy. Remember things that go wrong in life only make you stronger. Always look for the good, smile when you mean it, cry when you need to. Don't be scared to take risks, they make life interesting, have fun and make mistakes, they make things easier in the future. All you need to do is believe, and your dreams will come true, whatever happens, happens, what ever doesn't, doesn't.

But then again.. I am only a 17 year old boy saying what's on my mind ^.^