Tuesday, 22 November 2011


Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times an dthe confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay.these guys has rock my world and change it into something new.and this is i call life.eventhough there some of them sometimes turn back on me but i still glad to have them in my life.those memories that they created and carve in my heart forever will not fade or erase away.some of people out there may dislike them at what their do or think,but as for me nothing good and bad in our friendship.we do what we have to do or we should do.because we take life as journey and challenges waiting for us to exlpore.i wonder how we gonna be in the next 10 years from now.is we gonna still talk crap shit out?or we just talk like normal people?haha whatever it is,i will never forget those happy and saddest time with you guys.my deepest apology to all of you for my behave for my word for my lame excuses for my anger for everything.This will be the last time you see me i promise this.

*standing from left to right
Farizuan(ataa),Nazrin Azim(jaybee),Iqbal(waka),Shah(apek k),Me(fazz),Syafiq(apek j),Zulikhmal(mal),Hafiz(the handsome one),Amar(huz),Syafiq(fiq),Nazreen(leteng)
*second line up
Rosnani(nani),Ezty,Amira(lily),Akma(ecahh),Fatin(ateen),Dyana(ana),Syazwina(weena),Syahida(ida),Syafika(ika),unknown foreigner.
*third line up
Abdus,Kamal,Dinie,Shahidan(erdan),Mrs Pathmavaty,Azira(zee),Amira Atikah(atie),Syaheera,Syakirah,Nabila(bell)
*last line up
Hafiz,Fakhrullah(b.o.b),Muhd Arif(ayep)

im proud to be malaysian

Well as you can see , malaysia just won final soccer match between indonesia at the sea games XVII :D at last, after been waiting for 21 years since last championship in 1991.I can say that the match quite tough . Because it ended on penalty kick that has been complete by BADROL BAKHTIAR :D its really something that can be proud of eventhough imma not "football-holic" but im enjoying the match instead i finnaly realize how proud i am to be malaysian :D and i can say that our team will not won the match without this two "back bone" or "man of match" it is BADROL BAKTHIAR (C) and KHAIRUL FAHMI(GK) . THEY ARE ROCKK ! And we also just take a few step to change our soccer sport into a new whole world.GO TIGER GOOOO !

Monday, 21 November 2011

there no perfect father but a father will love you perfectly

You may start crying .yeah,just let those ego and evilish whisper out.Give yourself for a minute to flashback what have you done to your old folks.Maybe you have scratch their heart and maybe you also make their eye weather before.Now its not too late to regret.Its time for you to make it better and make it right.They maybe havent show it,its just you to look for it and make it how it should be.Rememmber guys,there's only one mother and one father in this world.No matter how much they hurt you,all that they want is you to learn to survive in this world and make your future more brighter also they dont want you live in darkness.They would sacrifice all they have just to see you happy and live with joy among other even you put them aside.This video would make you be more cautions about what a father would do in order to see his daughter live happily beside him.Just a minute.Give your self a time to think about this.And together we could learn mistake from the past and not repeating again and again in the future cause we dont know when their time will come and when that time come,regret doesnt help guys.ok bye bye :)

well this make my day feel much better

A man comes home from work and sits on the couch watching TV.
His little boy comes up to hima and asks, " Daddy, may I ask how much you make in a hour?"
The father got angry. Why was his little boy asking him this?
"Um, $100 why son?" The father replied.
The little boy sighed his head. "Oh. Daddy can I borrow $50?"
The father got angry and sent his little boy to his room. The little boy probably wanted it to buy some toy. Later on in the night when the father cooled off he went to his sons room to give him the money, because the little boy never asked for it much.
"Son you awake?" The father said.
The little boy nodded his head and the father pulled out his wallet and got out a $50 bill. "Here son." The little boy took the $50 and looked under his pillow and pulled out more money. The father got so angry, why was his son asking for money when he already had some ??!!! before he could say anything the boy said, " Daddy I now have $100 can a buy an hour of your time? Please daddy, can you come home early for dinner?" The father hugged his child in regret.


Sunday, 13 November 2011


Well i guess i dont need to explain futher about today post -.- so here we are . After eleven years study so this will be the final exam that will determine the future of mine in the year to come ;) My first paper will take first place tomorrow . Starting 8.00 a.m . GOSHHH* i got my knee all shaking up even just thinkin about it -.- How ever hard it may be , i have to face it too .

Since it just around the corner , i've take a few step to make me not loose focus about it . Step one-study till late on the subject that i couldnt catch up (MATHEMATICS OF COURSE) -.- Step two-study group,actually not group . i prefer use 'couplestudy' since its just me and my classmate -.- (SHAHIDAN YUNUS)*he's goddamn good in mathematics though* Final step-closing FACEBOOK account :D wow!insted i myself didnt believe it for the first time -.- *you know im an facebookholic though* so there's no more MRFAZZMIDDLETON ;) i will miss that .

My dad once says that , "after all my sick and tiredness in growing you up , all i asked is do  your best in this exam , make me proud of you , thats all i've asked" jyeahh daddy , i will rockk this . A VERY MUCH THANKYOU for take care of me until this day with your lovingness heart , i promise will not let you down papa :')

Well i guess thats enough for today . To all spm candidates batch 2011 , im wishing you all the best for tomorrow , lets rock this ! Until then guys . SEE YAA !

Friday, 11 November 2011

Thursday, 10 November 2011

Hello readers and follower , its been a long time since my last update . So i guess now is the perfect time for me to describe what just to my life lately . Some are good to be hear , and some aren't ;) well i guess thats life would be . So enjoy !

Lately, for some reason I have been thinking about how crazy life can be. So many little things that are just plain bizarre. Like how life can change in the blink of an eye, literally. One small thing comes unexpected, and then it's like your whole world just goes insane.

I always liked being five, there was nothing to worry about, LOSING FRIEND wasn't an option, drama was invisible, and relationships were icky because boys had cooties. And the only kind of hurt you got was the kind a band aid and a kiss would fix, it was nice.

But, like everyone else, I had to grow up and realize life isn't perfect. I had to realize that losing [GREAT] friends is just a part of life, but for every friend I lost, many new friendships will be gained. Drama, well it will always be here, you just don't have to pay attention to it. And relationships, well I realized boys don't have cooties, and also that relationships are extremely tough. Being so young especially, you want everything to go so right, and it can, if you just believe. If you like someone, take the chance, no matter the outcome. If you don't, you will regret it. As far as getting hurt goes, it is just a part of life. And if you don't learn to accept this now, it will hurt you more in the future. Being let down is a part of life, promises are going to be broken, and so is your heart. Don't be scared to get your heart broken, enjoy whatever time you have with that person, don't worry about the future, live in the moment. That's the only way you can be happy. Remember things that go wrong in life only make you stronger. Always look for the good, smile when you mean it, cry when you need to. Don't be scared to take risks, they make life interesting, have fun and make mistakes, they make things easier in the future. All you need to do is believe, and your dreams will come true, whatever happens, happens, what ever doesn't, doesn't.

But then again.. I am only a 17 year old boy saying what's on my mind ^.^