LIFEISAFREAKINJOKE

Im a teenage boy, I am not confident in my looks, I’m worried that maybe i won’t ever find the perfect girl for me and will end up living with 27 cats in a caravan. when i see hot guys walking down the road, I cant help but wish I was them. I listen to music over and over again because the lyrics spill out my feelings. In large groups, i always feel like nobody wants me there. I’m way to paranoid. & No matter how hard i try,I always feel like I’m not good enough. I blame myself for all my heartache, because I must of done something wrong, as it always happens. I get drunk and make mistakes and say things and do things I wish I could take back. Im an ass and get b**ched about. But worse of all, i fall in love to easily.walk in my shoes, I bet you'll fall on the first step.There's gon' be some stuff you gon' see that's gon' make it hard to smile in the future.But through whatever you see,through all the rain and the pain,you gotta keep your sense of humor.You gotta be able to smile through all this bulls**t.Remember that.KEEP YA HEAD UP!

heyy guys ;) so here i come , first i would like to grace upon the mercifull ALLAH SWT , for 
let me breath under his sky until today without any compliment neither consequences . I would like to start today post with BISSMILAHHHIRAHMANNIRRAHIM :) Okay , on these past few weeks , i've been gone through such an happy and hard time -.- For the happy time , of couse is all about EID MUBARAK ;) even im not going anywhere like everybody else , im HAPPY enough because had a good time with family and friend :D therefore , along these week , my schedule is filled with openhouse , which is mean an invitation to somebody house to celebrate it . Here in malaysia , its like an festival , people going house to house , enjoy the food , talking some shit up and its really fun activity. So here is some of the invatation list along these week .

(SATURDAY 10 SEPTEMBER 2011)
11 A.M - KUALA KHUBU BHARU
3 P.M - WIDURI 
3 P.M - KEMBOJA
3 P.M -TELIPOT
4 P.M -KEMBOJA
8 P.M - TELIPOT
8.30 P.M - KEMBOJA
9.30 P.M - SEROJA
(SUNDAY 11 SEPTEMBER 2011)
1.45-TELIPOT
3.PM-SEMARAK

And for the hard part is , its also my EXAM WEEK -.- gosshh , now it really sound pretty shitt . I really didnt have enough time to manage study , work , friends , girlfie , family and stuff . But whatever it is , or how hard it may be , i've gone through it . This exam result will help me refill the form to futher study later . So , the result must be FREAKIN AWESOME SHIT . Because i hope that after i graduate highschool , im dreamin of taking a TESOL (teacher's english to speak other language) for my futher studies that take almost 4 years :)

                     -in loving memory of the 9/11 victims SEPTEMBER 11 2011 tragedy-
(I would like  to take this oppurtunity , to asked all of you , to pray or keep in silence mod for one minute to respecting families that had a part of them taken away on 9/11 .This is also dedicate to all the people who were innocently killed on 9/11 and to the families and children that were left behind . AL-FATIHAH for the muslim thats were involved ...)

And thats all for today post . THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THANK YOU FOR SPENT YOUR TIME READIN THIS , EVENTHOUGH IS NOT ABOUT YOU :) may grace upon ALLAH THE MERCIFULL , SALAAM TO MUHAMMAD SAW THE LAST MESSENGER , AL-MAHDI OUR SAVIOR FROM THE LUST LUCIFER DAJJAL and to SALAFUS SOLEHH :) see you guys later XD!

Me not working hard?

Yea right picture that with a Kodak
And better yet, go to times square
Take a picture of me with a Kodak
Took my life from negative to positive
And I just want y'all know that
And tonight, let's enjoy life

Pitbull, Nadia, Ne-Yo

[Ne-Yo / Nadia - Chorus]

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight

Don't care what they say
All my girls they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love
(Let's do it tonight)

I want you tonight
I want you to stay
I want you tonight
(Grab somebody sexy tell 'em hey)

Give me everything tonight (x4)

Take advantage of the night
Cuz to more and more to do bad and perform for a princess
but tonight I can make you my queen
And make love to you endless
This is insane, the way the name growin', money keep flowin'
Hustlers move aside, so I'm tip-toein, keep flowin'
I gotta locked up like Lindsay Lohan
Put it on my life baby
I can make you feel right baby
I can't promise tomorrow
But I promise tonight

[Pitbull - Pre Chorus]

Excuse me (Excuse me)
And I might drink a little bit more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight
And baby imma make you feel so good tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

[Ne-Yo / Nayer - Chorus]

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Lets do it tonight

Don't care what they say
All my girls they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love
(Let's do it tonight)
I want you tonight
I want you to stay
I want you tonight
(Grab somebody sexy tell 'em hey)

Give me everything tonight(x4)

Reach for the stars
And if you don't grab 'em
At least your on top of the world
Think about it
Cuz if you slip, I'm gonna fall on top of you girl (laughs)
When I'm involved when they sleepin in the Macy's (baby baby)
And it ain't no secret
My granny's from Cuba but I'm and American
Tied over money like Seacrest
Put it on my life baby
I can make you feel right baby
I can't promise tomorrow but I promise tonight

Excuse me
And I might drink a little bit more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight
And baby imma make you feel so good tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight

Don't care what they say
All my girls they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love
(lets do it tonight)
I want you tonight
I want you to stay
I want you tonight
(Grab somebody sexy and tell em' Hey!!)

Give me everything tonight(x4)

Excuse me(x2)
But I might drink a little more than i should tonight
And I might take you home with me if i could tonight
And maybe i'll make you feel so good tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

Whoever completes fasts of Ramadan then adds to them the fast of six days in the month of Shawwal, it will carry the thawab of fasting for the whole year. (Sahih Muslim)

SELESAI SUDAH RAMADHAN , DAN IA BERLALU PERGI MENINGGAL KAN SERIBU SATU

KENANGAN PAHIT MANIS , MAKA MUNCUL LAH SYAWAL YANG PENUH DENGAN

 KEMERIAHAN DI HATI SETIAP INSAN YANG BERGELAR MUSLIM ;)

so,here come the end of blessed month RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK , and the begining of SYAWAL . So first i would like to take this great oppurtunity to wish HAPPY EID'S to all my readers and followers in hope that you guys had an great and prosperity time with your friends and beloved family during this eid seasons . yeahh , im sure you guys grab this chance to celebrate this momentum that come once a year right ? But that aint for me :( Because im thinking about my trial after this school break :\ ARGHHHHH ! this is freakin ridiciolus . ERRR -.- p/s TO ALL FORM 5 BATCH 2011 , all the best for this trial kayy ;) LETS CREATE AN MIRACLE ! Okay , until then guys . thanks for reading , all comments and report wrote at below box XD!  

:i need your trust in mine:

                                                                    Gf: im so fat and ugly 
                                                                  Bf: what did you just say?
                                                           Gf: im fat and ugly Bf walks away.... 
                              (Gf goes up to him later and says what did i do wrong?) 
                                 Bf: you lied about the most beautiful thing i see everyday :)

Im sorry for not knowing the words to say, for you to stay..

  Look, im sorry. Im sorry for bothering you. Im sorry for all the texts I send you. Im sorry for IMing you the second you get online. Im sorry I ask random questions. Im sorry that I ask about your life. Im sorry that im a bother to you. Im sorry that I always recite all those silly friendship quotes. But heres the truth. Im not sorry for any of those things, I only did it because you’re my friend. What im really sorry for is that you don’t realize how much our friendship means to me. Im sorry that I have a deep worry that this friendship wont last much longer. Im sorry I wanted to talk to you. Im sorry I wanted to get your opinions and advice on things. im sorry im not good enough for youu. Im sorry I wanted to hang out with you. I just thought that’s what friends did. Im sorry I was willing to do anything to get your attention. I didn’t know being friends was too much to ask from you. Im sorry that im now left with only memories of what used to be. Please do me one favor, when you see the tears gently falling down my cheeks, don’t try to comfort me.So please, if this is over, then lets just say our goodbyes and walk away and not look back, because I cant believe that a friendship I once held so dear to my heart is now fading to nothing. Now thats really what Im sorry for :\

- fazzmiddleton**

THE LAST GOODNIGHT

**i just wanted to say** 

I'm Sorry... For all the mean things I might have said. I'm Sorry... For all the things I did or didn't do. I'm Sorry... If I ever ignored you. I'm Sorry... If I ever made you feel bad or put you down. I'm Sorry... If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you.Through bad times and good, I'll always be here for you. I am Sorry... For everything wrong I've ever done. I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes? Im sorry..