LIFEISAFREAKINJOKE

Im a teenage boy, I am not confident in my looks, I’m worried that maybe i won’t ever find the perfect girl for me and will end up living with 27 cats in a caravan. when i see hot guys walking down the road, I cant help but wish I was them. I listen to music over and over again because the lyrics spill out my feelings. In large groups, i always feel like nobody wants me there. I’m way to paranoid. & No matter how hard i try,I always feel like I’m not good enough. I blame myself for all my heartache, because I must of done something wrong, as it always happens. I get drunk and make mistakes and say things and do things I wish I could take back. Im an ass and get b**ched about. But worse of all, i fall in love to easily.walk in my shoes, I bet you'll fall on the first step.There's gon' be some stuff you gon' see that's gon' make it hard to smile in the future.But through whatever you see,through all the rain and the pain,you gotta keep your sense of humor.You gotta be able to smile through all this bulls**t.Remember that.KEEP YA HEAD UP!

heyy guys ;) so here i come , first i would like to grace upon the mercifull ALLAH SWT , for 
let me breath under his sky until today without any compliment neither consequences . I would like to start today post with BISSMILAHHHIRAHMANNIRRAHIM :) Okay , on these past few weeks , i've been gone through such an happy and hard time -.- For the happy time , of couse is all about EID MUBARAK ;) even im not going anywhere like everybody else , im HAPPY enough because had a good time with family and friend :D therefore , along these week , my schedule is filled with openhouse , which is mean an invitation to somebody house to celebrate it . Here in malaysia , its like an festival , people going house to house , enjoy the food , talking some shit up and its really fun activity. So here is some of the invatation list along these week .

(SATURDAY 10 SEPTEMBER 2011)
11 A.M - KUALA KHUBU BHARU
3 P.M - WIDURI 
3 P.M - KEMBOJA
3 P.M -TELIPOT
4 P.M -KEMBOJA
8 P.M - TELIPOT
8.30 P.M - KEMBOJA
9.30 P.M - SEROJA
(SUNDAY 11 SEPTEMBER 2011)
1.45-TELIPOT
3.PM-SEMARAK

And for the hard part is , its also my EXAM WEEK -.- gosshh , now it really sound pretty shitt . I really didnt have enough time to manage study , work , friends , girlfie , family and stuff . But whatever it is , or how hard it may be , i've gone through it . This exam result will help me refill the form to futher study later . So , the result must be FREAKIN AWESOME SHIT . Because i hope that after i graduate highschool , im dreamin of taking a TESOL (teacher's english to speak other language) for my futher studies that take almost 4 years :)

                     -in loving memory of the 9/11 victims SEPTEMBER 11 2011 tragedy-
(I would like  to take this oppurtunity , to asked all of you , to pray or keep in silence mod for one minute to respecting families that had a part of them taken away on 9/11 .This is also dedicate to all the people who were innocently killed on 9/11 and to the families and children that were left behind . AL-FATIHAH for the muslim thats were involved ...)

And thats all for today post . THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THANK YOU FOR SPENT YOUR TIME READIN THIS , EVENTHOUGH IS NOT ABOUT YOU :) may grace upon ALLAH THE MERCIFULL , SALAAM TO MUHAMMAD SAW THE LAST MESSENGER , AL-MAHDI OUR SAVIOR FROM THE LUST LUCIFER DAJJAL and to SALAFUS SOLEHH :) see you guys later XD!

Me not working hard?

Yea right picture that with a Kodak
And better yet, go to times square
Take a picture of me with a Kodak
Took my life from negative to positive
And I just want y'all know that
And tonight, let's enjoy life

Pitbull, Nadia, Ne-Yo

[Ne-Yo / Nadia - Chorus]

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight

Don't care what they say
All my girls they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love
(Let's do it tonight)

I want you tonight
I want you to stay
I want you tonight
(Grab somebody sexy tell 'em hey)

Give me everything tonight (x4)

Take advantage of the night
Cuz to more and more to do bad and perform for a princess
but tonight I can make you my queen
And make love to you endless
This is insane, the way the name growin', money keep flowin'
Hustlers move aside, so I'm tip-toein, keep flowin'
I gotta locked up like Lindsay Lohan
Put it on my life baby
I can make you feel right baby
I can't promise tomorrow
But I promise tonight

[Pitbull - Pre Chorus]

Excuse me (Excuse me)
And I might drink a little bit more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight
And baby imma make you feel so good tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

[Ne-Yo / Nayer - Chorus]

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Lets do it tonight

Don't care what they say
All my girls they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love
(Let's do it tonight)
I want you tonight
I want you to stay
I want you tonight
(Grab somebody sexy tell 'em hey)

Give me everything tonight(x4)

Reach for the stars
And if you don't grab 'em
At least your on top of the world
Think about it
Cuz if you slip, I'm gonna fall on top of you girl (laughs)
When I'm involved when they sleepin in the Macy's (baby baby)
And it ain't no secret
My granny's from Cuba but I'm and American
Tied over money like Seacrest
Put it on my life baby
I can make you feel right baby
I can't promise tomorrow but I promise tonight

Excuse me
And I might drink a little bit more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight
And baby imma make you feel so good tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

Tonight I will love love you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight

Don't care what they say
All my girls they play
Nothing is enough
Till they handle love
(lets do it tonight)
I want you tonight
I want you to stay
I want you tonight
(Grab somebody sexy and tell em' Hey!!)

Give me everything tonight(x4)

Excuse me(x2)
But I might drink a little more than i should tonight
And I might take you home with me if i could tonight
And maybe i'll make you feel so good tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow